hey bookies

okay, well, i'm positive that literally nobody on this site gave a fuck that I went MIA for like a month or two, but oh well. just a life update for anyone who is willing to read hehe, so, first off, I broke up with my bummy bf, finally. He got all emotional and shit, trust me, it was so freaking funny. besides that, I am now in Massachusetts. I start school in March and i'm like so scared of how that will go.. I saw the campus already and it was huge, it looked like a college! or, at least compared to my last school back in California. It's crazy, the schools in California have like open campuses, but over here, or at least the rest of the country, are all enclosed school. I just hope I wont suffocate and die in there, since having an open school allowed me to just get a fresh breath of air ya know? apparently the locals, and what I've read on reddit, all explain to me that Massachusetts is soooo boring and that there's nothing to do here, and that my family was crazy to move us to such a boring state when we're from California, the golden state and all. and yes, I do miss it, the culture, the vibrancy, but I know the homesick feeling will pass with time. for now, I found a junior roller derby team, and the local music scene (and a big ass sk8prk near my house), so I am excited to explore all that since I didn't really have either of those back home. I'm just hoping that I can actually make friends here, but I'm sure it'll only be the same here as it was over there. I just really need to get out of my comfort zone, ya know, and not care about being picked on. one thing i've noticed about the new area, there are little to no latino people, it just makes me a little bit more homesick. the majority is white, and yes I'm half white, but I do like to connect with my mexican heritage and there seems to be none of that here. But it's whatever, I'm just glad to finally be here. relaxing in my bed as I write this. I might play roblox ina min, so, take care, luv you xx