new mail

cant believe the nonsense i posted on here a year ago. crazy how much people can change. and how ironic it is that i always say i never change. i like to believe i never do because i hate change. wont dive into the details of why because thats not why im here.
I'm here because i think school is pointless. the age long statement of all teenagers except my reason for saying it is not the same as all the other frustrated teenagers on the internet. my reasons consist of:
- infringements
- attendance
- teacher (men in particular obviously)
okay so, rules. there are some that are there rightfully and some that are just there to "be punishment". for example, take my head of sixth form, I get this thing called catch up clinic, I know, terrifying name, anyways the "point" of it is apparently to catch up on the homework that you've had marked as incomplete on our homework app. except my homework was for art. and if you know, you know that art deadlines are extremely loose. especially in my class anyway. and I get this and am provided absolutely no information at first but moving on, I'm sitting there, no phone to listen to music with, the only thing that can get me to do art when I make it so i do nothing the whole time. but before this when I try to negotiate with my teacher to move the clinic to Tuesday not Monday (my half day, ending at 1.15 when the clinic ends at 3.10) so I actually have time to revise cuz it takes me an hour to get home and his only reason for not being a decent human being and doing this for me is that "catch up clinic is less about actually catching up on homework and more about the punishment aspect". oh!!! so I'm a grown adult sitting in adult detention that ISNT helping me then!!!! thanks for letting me know the even deeper extent of your incompetence (which i didn't think was humanly possible to go lower than it already was).

moving on, attendance, i honestly dont need to be at school to learn. its so pointless. im just there to sit and listen to a teacher who talks at me and targets me in class because my mum sends her lots of emails okay cool thanks. meanwhile i could be at home doing the exact same thing in half the time because "theres no such thing as a bad student, only bad teacher". will forever quote you mr miyagi. FURTHERMORE! my friend with crones disease is literally having to sit there listen to a teacher tortue her about attentance when shes a grade A student, practically teaching herself because she has an extremely dehabilitating disease where she cannot come in for days. now i cant say the same thing aboout myself but why the hell are we flaming this poor girl, already enough on her plate, for not being in school. they dont cant about students at all. only their precious thread of reputation theyre desperately trying to hang onto. honestly. 

teachers. kind of said this previously so ill cut to the worst bits, MEN. why are they all incompetent at doing their jobs and why am i having to do them for them? and they said men were "better than women". let me elaborate, i have to send at least 3 emails a week to my only MALE teahcers about attaching the attachments they said are attached in our homework online, when they are not. it genuinly cannot be hard because i was talking to my mum and she said they have a lot to do they will forget. uh no. i have a perfectly organised planner on paper, you could even do this on apps now or on a spreadsheet, where i have everything i need to do each day written down there and it took me les than a week to get into the habit of checking it everyday after school so it genuinly cannot be that hard for a grown man to do the same unless oh no!! an a5 paper planner!! my poor fragile masculinity cant handle that!! what if people see me with it?!?!? apps. spreadsheets. documents. cannot. be. that. hard.

merci xxx