I hate being a girl. I hate being flirted with and called cute just because I am one. I hate having to sit a certain way, having to stand a certain way, having to sound a certain way, having to cut my hair a certain way, etc, etc. I hate having to be called a daughter, I don’t wanna be a boy, or non-binary, or agender, or anything. I hate it so much, I don’t want people to think I’m a girl, I want them to think I’m a person. I’m fine with being feminine, and using she/her, but why does that make me a girl? I hate being brought up as a girl, I don’t wanna be brought up as a girl, I wanna be brought up as a person. I don’t know what makes me a girl, or how to undo it. I’ll always be a girl, or thought of as a girl, and that upsets me. Not because I want to be a boy, but because I still have to be associated with being a girl. I don’t wanna be called a girlfriend or friend that’s a girl, bring me up as your partner, or friend. I’m your partner and friend, not a girl. I don’t know what makes me a girl anymore, I’ve always been a girl, and I’ve always been a person. I don’t know when I’ll start to be brought up as a person before being brought up as a girl.
I quit being a girl
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LuciLucilia
I sympathize a lot, gender expectations are cruel and painful, especially for those who don’t want them. I think queerer spaces may provide you more comfort, though that can depend some. The outward social world is full of little gendered land mines. I hope you’re able to find some kind of comfort in something or somewhere.
Also ignore the antipatic person, they’re a huge transphobe. Unfortunately they keep me blocked so I can’t call them out on it.