In My head

Well, i really but realllyyyyyy obsessed with a guy that wasn't into boys and i knew it anyways the deal is that i have a classmate that i accidentally trusted the fact i like that boy, and i don't know how? Or when but he started to act a little bit different and the first thought that came to My mind was that somebody told him that i have a crush on him, and i started to be not depressed but stressed because i don't want to ruin the frienship and i was blamming myself and started overthink but recently i talked to him and he din't Even knew anything soooo I was safe and for me feels like breaking a chain because i don't have to stress, and cry and overthink or overeact about anything related to him, we still being Friends and i still having a crush on him but i for sure we can't be something and i'm fine with that i'm just glad i didn't Lost his frienship