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A social recluse who leaves the house once every other week tends to have no friends, and you're right, I have exactly 0
I was told that staying home all the time was fun but no I'm missing out on throwing a 19th birthday party because there's nobody to do it with (except my partner)
I feel like a nobody, a loser and other various terms from the 90s to describe a geekwad, and it doesn't help that no one seems to want to be my friend
I sound so desperate but I want the late night drives and the nefarious activities, I want someone to cook with that isn't my dad or my mom or my bf, I want a bsf with a crazy fashion style and an excitement that won't be contained. It seems too much to ask at times
And I shouldn't complain, I have it great, but it gets unbearable after two years of only having three people in your life
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Ethn
I’ve always though it’d be super fun and cool to have like a childhood friend that lives down the street and you’d always go and hangout and even walk into each others houses unannounced, I’ve always wanted that type of relationship but since I’ve always had to move from home to home it’s always been hard to to make friends and even harder to keep them, I totally understand how you feellll