If you care you’ll do it…

This week has been tiring,

My dad passed away two months ago,

Since then, money has been tight for my family and I,

I’ve taken on more jobs, 

I have totaled to two, three if you include helping my dads friend every week.

Some people I know have a lot more time than I do,

Circumstances are different, I know.

I released a single, and it is really good 

But all I’ve been able to think is “what now?”

Well of course, I need to create more!

I have an itch and inkling

But my body and mind are so tired from all the working and driving and planning, I’m questioning everything. 

I’m anticipating it will be this way for a couple months,

I just hope I can balance the time, that I can be on time to things (I tend to be late), and that I can still create art.

I distract myself by cleaning.

but I can’t stand a disorderly environment.

I’ve also been debating on getting a clicks blackberry dupe. 

mind dump

Will post single tonight! 

Jooliyah luvz u