(Don't) Let Me Go

Please don't avert your eyes from mine when I don't know if I can ever meet them again

The things I have done to you were wrong and we both knew that. You look at my mistakes and the cracks and the flaws of me but you just smile and don't let go of my hand. I don't deserve to dirty your hands that try to warm my heart with mine that are smeared with the coldness of my sins. You say you don't care and I'm too hard on myself. I couldn't let myself go enough to trust you, no matter how much I wanted to. I can say I'm sorry to you over and over again. Does it really make a difference for you?