failed at driving test

today was shitty. for the record, it has been shitty. nobody takes me seriously aside from my friends whom i love dearly. i failed my driving test today so yeah, no driver’s license. i didn’t feel like i was going to excel it anyways but it still made me feel like a failure. it doesn’t prove anything however it did make me feel that same feeling i felt when i was in high school: unadapted. when you see everyone around you succeed yet you on the other hand suck. anxiety had got the better of me, i was trembling the whole time.

i’m aware it’s not the end of the world, but consider how i have been trying to get this damn license for the past three years and a lot of money was invested. 

better luck next time ;/