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It is true that many right people are in the wrong place, making them useless to that place, or even hated. It happens to me, all the time, in this city I have lived in for years. Never really understood, never really had friends, never really liked. It is the reality.
In my many endeavors in my life here so far, I now feel like I am tired. I have wasted too much energy on people, those who do not really want to understand me here. That is enough, I do not waste any more of it, my life is still long. I know I do not belong here.
There are some boundaries that I have made that I have to redefine again to suit the times, at least while I am still in this city which I am sick of saying the name of, you know. I want to get out of here, I will get out of here, I must get out of here.
Too much sadness, misfortune, unluck has happened in my life here. There are almost never any good people here. You know that none of my good friends are from here. I am tired, it is up to them. I know some will laugh at this, just laugh it off. You do not understand being me.
Taken on Saturday, 17 January, 2026 at 18:01 with Samsung Galaxy A05s at Calaca Sub-district, Wenang District, Manado, North Sulawesi, Indonesia.
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LUI VUITTON
I mean I would say that 99% of people are in a path that definitely isn't the maximum of potential by pure inveremental placement but I feel like there is a manner of navigating through it, maybe this is pure personal experience but ive realized that my ways of trying and putting effort are just been place into the wrong actions despite effort being made.
I had a friend who kinda reminds me of this blog, they were very much a good person who despite with flaw, made the decisions to move foward as a better person by the end of each chapter, despite that, they found themselves always getting used and mistreated by others despite having such a big heart, they care, they care a lot and unfortunately this World is filled by people who don't care enough for themselves or others.
I think the journey to find yourself the place to where you belong is a journey that is based in luck and the drive to head to keep walking till you find it.