Life as a teenage girl ⋆˚꩜｡

5/02/26

new year new me they say, yet why am I still the same person. it feels like they took a draft version of me and slapped a pretty font over it, I know things take time, but I honestly feel like a worst person then I did last year, I'm happier and less of an edge lord but I feel like I just keep disappointing everyone around me. 

I'm meaner, less compassionate, it genuinely baffles me. if 2023 me saw me now I think she would cry at the person I've become, I vouched to change and be a better person this year yet I'm failing miserable.

 the amounts of times I made the people around me sad crushes me on the inside. but I cant stop my mouth fast enough to prevent myself from saying things I don't mean.

-Nica