I HATE SCHOOL

tw: depression and suicide mentions, and a lot of swear words.

Woow, damn, i sure am creative. You know, i hate school, not in a "fuck math is hard" or "assignments are too much"" cause i couldn't care less about assignments and shit. You know the type of shit i do in school?? I play games, draw, and listen to music with my partner with bluetooth headphones in different rooms cause were not from the same class, and that also pisses me the hell out. But, yeah, back to the whole i hate school deal. I hate school cause i hate everything it represents. The government couldn't care less about making a decent education system cause they're too busy being perverts and criminals and stealing everything from us. And then they brainwash everybody by saying "oh, school is important for you" or whatever. like, first of all, i like studying, but actual important stuff like history, politics, philosophy, sociology, geography and such instead of the ass content they give us in school on that damn board. you know, the subjects can be interesting but they explain it and break it down so fucking bad it makes me wanna die. or kill everybody. or both.

Nobody likes school. Just ask a regular teenage and they'll explain with their own words how they're forced to live in a system where you're gonna need to go to a shitty and neglected place everyday cause when they're an adult,, they're gonna work their ass out for some minimum wage and stress it out on their future children. that's what happens and that's what I'm tired of hearing. eeeverything is about money. i hear everyone in my family complain about how it's so expensive to raise me or whatever, fella, i didn't have a choice at all. to live. you know, alr, this sounds too depressing and suicidal. (maybe because i AM depressed and suicidal) but it is my truth.

Cause when i grow up, im not getting a regular 9 to die job. I'm gonna study and scheme on how to change the system cause I've been going trough hell right now and i don't want other people to suffer the way i am suffering. Blow some stuff out, start some riots, do drugs,, or just be a kind artist. Just be a kind person. Let me explain, i am probably neurodivergent. The "gifted" type of neurodivergent. In Brasil, they call it AHSD (Altas habilidades/Superdotação). I feel like i have a third eye or whatever that i can't close. not a curse. but far from a blessing. I like to call it some type of awareness. I have a medical consultation by the end of the month, while begging for it for years. By now, i gotta try and stay alive by the end of the month. Well, at least my dad bought me a tyler the creator vinyl.

Thanks for listening to all of my complaining.