List of Things I Need To Do

I NEED TO LOCK IN. I NEED TO LOCK IN. It’s not that I’m lazy and complacent with my shitty lifestyle. Every day I sit around and think God I need a job or something I’m a waste of air. I can’t even get up and go get the prescription for my migraine medication because it requires getting up and going to the doctor’s office at a specific time on a specific day and it stresses me out. If I have anything to do, I can’t sleep at night because I’m stressing about every minute that I’m not getting sleep. I’m doing it right now!

But ok I’ll do something productive and make a list of things that I need to get done. And I can’t have a deadline, I need to say “On this day at this hour, I have to do this” otherwise I’ll procrastinate forever.

1. 12:00 / in 5 and a half hours, I’m going to Cathi
2. On the 6. I’m gonna start catsitting until the 8. or 9.
3. And right now I could say “Ok so I guess I can’t do anything until Monday” but that’s the devil talking. I’ll try to do something before or during that time.
4. I’ll try to get to the neurologist’s office after Cathi between 14:30-16:00 and get my migraine thing sorted out
5. I’ll ask Cathi what I should do about the psychiatrist situation because I don’t know if I should just go there or not
6. Maybe I should try sending out emails to other psychiatrists to see if they’re open. They weren’t open in December but maybe now I’ll find someone.

1. Long term goal: Stop staying up til 7am you freak
2. Start a gym subscription? I could try walking for a bit every day at least
3. Get a job 😂😂😂😂😂

Ok this is a bit of a manic sounding post but I’m fine. I mean I’m not. I will be fine once the appointment is over with. I guess I could make this post Private or Friends Only but I think I’ll take it more seriously if this is public and strangers can see it. Comment bananas if you’re also manic at 6am