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No one in my life except me for who I'am. I just don't wanna be like this. I just wanna be me. A MAN. How hard is it to understand that? Just use HE/HIM and call me Matthias or Matti. It's not like I'm telling them that I have kill someone and they have to hide that secret for all there life or I will hurt them.
All am asking for is just two things! I don't even have a good relationship with my parents so it would be the easiest for them. They don't lose anything. Well they might If they don't fuck start at least to call me Matti. I'm just so fucking sick of not being seen. I AM JUST A FUCKING PERSON, WHY WON'T ANYONE JUST CARE FOR ME. I want to be happy. Just for once. Is that way to much to ask for?
I miss my old life so much. When firends where friends and family where just family. When everything just where. Noting materd back then all I where was just a kid. And that was It nothing more.
Now I'm a lonely teen with a bipolar relation with there mom and a dad that work them self to depression. All I really have left to keep going for is one person, my best and only good friend. But even that relationship is fading away. Why can't I keep her in my life? I just love her. But I don't wanna be a toxic friend. God what am I supposed to do? Jesus my life is falling apart is't?
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