digital diary?

hey yall, im gonna write here whenever i feel like it and update a bit on my life ect.

30/1 2026

I'm so tired of talking to much, but i dont know how to stop. I know how annoying I am when i talk that much but i literally don't know how to stop. Im pretty sure thats one of the main reasons why my friends ditched me lmao. Except for u Hemi, i can always trust that you will stay bro. Anyways, ive tried every trick in the book to stop talking so damn much but i seriously cant stop, its something about the akward silence that just makes me so uncomfortable i just wanna rip my skin off and crawl into a hole (if that makes sense).

anyways, im trying mostly to stop talking so much during school cause i know that ppl find it really weird, cause i can see it in the way they look at me after i say something, and the other times i can just tell that nobodys really listening. So i try not to talk during school cause its not like anybody cares anyways lmao.

if yall have any tips on how to stop talking so damn much that would be appreceated x

also, side note, love u Hemi and miss u sm bro, you better come home this summer x