a small, much needed vent about my mom's christian side of the family

i always hated her side of the family and she's happy that one of my smaller cousins is going to make her first communion... and i dont get the hype.

my cousins are very rude and their parents too. i saw them slapping and beating them too once and i couldnt say anything!!! MY MOM LAUGHED AT THIS!!!!

the fact that they're super religious makes me sick because i dont get why you should devote yourself so much to a being that might or might've not lived... i just dont get it...

because, what if one day that religion dissapears or dissapoints u in some way? where do you go? you depended so much on it that you lost sense of yourself, on this planet. you focused way too much on your religion and now you feel empty!!!!!

i was forced into christianity by my parents when i was little and they told me that i was going to be christian until i got older, and i dont want to be christian anymore. i dont believe in anything and probably never will.

everything was made for a purpose, and especially, christianity. it was made to create a sense of peace within humans but... it feels so aritificial too because, its just there... and its dogshit.

im tired of feeling paranoid, asking myself, "oh what if god is watching me!", "oh im such a bad person because i didnt do this very specific thing related to christianity"! and i've felt like that since i was younger!!!! yes it is that deep. and my parents dont get it and it makes me furious.

i just think that everyone chooses their path, and you wont be a better person just because you follow a certain religion or a certain group of people. just be yourself and stand against shitheads who hate on u

its ridiculous how some people need religious support in order to feel better with themselves and less guilty about their actions because they're following a list of rules

peace out!!!!