Becoming more analog

I've been wanting to get offline for a while now, but its gotten to a point where I really REALLY want to. I only have 1 scrolling app, tiktok, and I dont use it that much which makes me feel 'good enough' but I spend HOURS a day on yt which I HATE. I haven't been reading as much as I used to which also pisses mo off. I feel self-justified whenever I watch yt bc I usually watch educational stuff or stuff that encourages critical thinking and when I'm watching entertaining stuff, it's not brainrot. But whatever I'm watching its still *watching* stuff and i don't like it. Rn where I live its way too snowy and cold to go outside but in the summer I really hope I spend more time outside. It sucks tho bc I really wanna engage in my hobbies like reading, writing, etc, but for some reason I feel embarrassed to do them in MY OWN HOME and instead just watch yt or play video games bc thats what i NORMALLY do. Anyway this is just a rant ty for reading xoxo