weekends

i have a love hate relationship with the weekend

like on one hand i like being out of school and all

but on the other

i hate it cause whenever i have free time i always feel like im wasting it by not being productive

like i love drawing and all

but sometimes i cant bring myself outta bed yk

i also really wanna learn guitar but i cant muster up the energy at all

like i have guitars but another problem is that theyre all electric and i dont have any amps

so i guess i cant

anyways

on monday we have a field trip to some museum or something

idk i wasnt paying attention

we're learning an oli for them but i already forgot all the words

whoops

idk i might not go cause i also have a doctors appointment that day and idk when my mom scheduled it

so i might not go

but whatevs

i also really wanna go rollerskate again since i love rollerskating so i have even more on my task list

ughghgh

whatever!! 

valentines day is coming up

i kinda wish i had a valentine but i cant think of anyone whod wanna be mine

i had a girlfriend last year but she moved and we split

she was kind of an asshole though so

its fine ig

i wanna get stuff for my friends but id have to find the time to go and get it

maybe i can get chocolates for them after school or something

ah well

thats enough from me

love, ian alexander