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Hello world, I've found myself back in what feels like my personal limbo. I keep saying I don't know I don't know I don't know, I'm not sure how to find the pieces of myself that were once so important in making up the chemistry of who I am. Im listening to the album private life by tempers, I listened to these songs a lot within the past 5 years. it always gives me the same feeling and sense of freedom in pain. is that all that I am? a feeling of freedom that only comes after pain? I'm tired of seeking to hurt my life in order to feel familiar. I know its not right, and yet I find myself quietly thinking I must abandon everything in order to gain anything. I'm a dreamer of all that must be questioned, is it reasonable to always wonder what more could be meant for me? I've experienced so much already, why does it worry me to feel like it has stopped? its hard being 25 away from friends, I'm aging in a solitude of comfort. its not bad, but its not me. figure it out, do what is right, take time.
I don't know but I want to
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catduck
I don't know how related to the post this is but I feel as if the question as to who one can be complicated. As I feel like the way a person is viewed would differ ever so much from person to person. And even the way we view our selves can differ so much from how those outside us view us. And we can act different in different situations and people which can add a layer of complexity. And all of this may lead some to feel as if they have no clue as to who they are and possibly even feel broken as they look around thinking everyone else knows who they are as they look into the small windows of the total being that is oneself and assume they know everything they need to as to who one is as a total being.