You Are All That I Am; Fixation

Everything disappears,
and you are
all 
that I 
see; 

morning, 
night - 
no matter the time, 
you are 
all
that I 
believe;

on a bus,
at home,
surrounded by snow -
it does not faze me,
you are 
all
that I 
feel. 

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Then it is over,
like a taut string snapping, 
a stone sinking through deep, 
murky water - 
you are 
all 
that I 
avoid; 

all that I cannot
think of, 
all that disappoints.