You first

You find that the people who are in your life only care for nobody but themselves, why expect those same people to determine you worthy with their love? The closest person to yourself is yourself. I mean, at the end of the day if you want to share that part of yourself with someone, you should be able to. You should still acknowledge that no one but yourself are capable of absolutely and entirely loving yourself. You should always prioritize yourself and look after yourself, because the people around you have no obligation to do it for you.