im trying to be a better person

i've gotten told by a lot of people that they're scared of me, and especially how i'm just really rude sometimes and im quick to anger.

and i don't really want to be like that, because i don't like it when people are mean to me, and i really don't like it when people are angry at me, so im trying to be a better person. i think i'm doing at least a little bit better, because after i start getting really angry, i can notice and calm myself down!

it's also going well bc i told my friends and so they're helping me realize when im being really mean. also kinda unrelated but i figured out what people meant when they say "mistakes are good". they don't mean like... every mistake is good, they mean when ur trying to improve, mistakes are going to happen, and each one helps you get closer to your goal!

oh wow my life feels pretty cool right now !!!