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Life has sucked a lot for some reason. I'm probably only saying this right now cause I am upset and once I feel happy i'll immediately forget about all of it. But seriously. The only things nowadays I find to be quite enjoying are small things like video games or watching youtube. but even those things are starting to become less and less enjoyable. I guess part of it is because i'm worried about what other people will think of me, so I push the things I enjoy away. I feel just, always bottled up with several emotions, but I never really open up to people about it. At home i'm always worried about what my dad thinks of me, worried that he'll think my interests are stupid or weeb stuff or a waste of time. So I don't talk to him about the things I like anymore.
I hope this year won't be as bad as the last year, or the year before that, or the year before that..
For some reason I always think that 'hey, maybe this year will be better!' And it ends up worse than the last. I don't have high hopes anymore. I'm just gonna keep to myself and try and make the right choices.
happy new year. (30 days late to this lol.)
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That's fair, and honestly i don't wanna throw the "I understand" card but my years used to be like that but how I've made it to where everything is smooth flowing, for me, this might not work for you, but I just let my mind be empty and see where the day take me. yes I will be honest some days that doesn't work, some days it goes amazing, but you have to try enjoy every piece of life, I know its said a lot, but its true and I think that would help you, if you tried. and another thing about your interests maybe try bringing it up to your dad and if he shuts you out then maybe try another day.
allessfresser
This is something out of a presidential New Year's speech, that's life, dude