drug withdrawal

So I'm 3 days sober now after a very long time. If I reach the 10 days my twin will bake me cookies. And I'll do anything for those cookies. But, because of it, I think I might've had a pshychosis yesterday. Apperently I got really mad and panicked and I hit the wall and stuff, but I don't remember. Nothing I can do about it now. Both my hands and my arm is fucked up from hitting the wall. (What I don't remember either). It's all pretty scary actually, and I almost feel like it's not worth it, but I want those cookies. I really miss being stoned though, everything is so much more fun when you are and especially when you're depressed. Anyway, I got asked to be in a band yesterday! So I'm in a band now, which was one of my dreams. My best friend signed me up for the voice too, so fingers crossed. It's almost valentines, what means it's also almost my birthday. Finally turning 16! And then I can finally get a side labret.