reminiscing? of old times?

I was just chilling on my phone since there was a power outage and I didn't know what to do, but then I got a notification that one of my favorite minecraft youtuber, Stoopsky, has started a stream, so I decided to hop in. The thing is: I haven't been watching his videos for 8 months or so because of all the life hustle I've been having, and now thinking about it... His content has been there for me for a lot of hard times. I've been watching him for more than two years, and it sounds so... mind-blowing, I'd say. I was an anxious teenager in 2023 who didn't even know what their future might be. Stoops' streams and videos were one of the few places where I felt safe and recognized, even though I was just a mere watcher, afraid of typing out even a single comment. 
And now I'm in 2026; doing things that make me happy, having great friends— I actually see all of my improvements. I'm still simply a watcher, and nobody in the chat knows me, but I'm fine with that. I'm happy to read all the comments and know who those people are. Maybe I will show up in the chat someday, maybe I won't. I'm happy with both of those outcomes to be honest, and I'm happy to share this little story here.
You'll never know how much you matter to somebody. The thought of my work becoming precious to someone keeps me motivated.
So yeah! Something like that. Hope you have a good day/evening. :)