𑣲 exhaaaausstionnnn

I always put things that entertains me first rather than putting my school works first. exams scores are turning out great. honestly i feel proud of myself but at the same time its both tiring. 

i tire myself out, i let myself get exhausted and tired, as if i lack care to myself

thats so weird i dont like feeling this way, i always take care of myself and decide whats good for me or what isnt

honestly i should really stop taking those, even if i did stop i'll still feel like im in withdrawal stage

i dont want to crave those anymore, at the same time i want something to numb the pain