This day

Yesterday it was my bday and I had a school trip to a church. I didn't want to go but my parents forced me to go there. Anyways I tried to be happy, make friends and at least have a good time even though I didn't wanna go there.

The first thing that happened is that I was with my mom waiting outside my school and some girls that I know and are my ''friends'' saw me. I said hello to them and made like a signalwith my hand so they can see me. They just said something to each other and they ignored me.

I tried not to be mad even thought it happened 3 times. My mom told me that maybe they didn't saw me but they definitely saw me.

When my mom leaved I went there with them and started talking to them. They didn't care, so I talked to my other friend and she was the only one who actually talked to me.

Then we just got in the bus and I sat there with my ipad to play minecraft couse we sould be on the bus for 2 hours.

When we got there I talked to every one and tried to be really nice and they wre just saying things like ''oh okay'' ''i didnt ask u but ok'' or just ignored. It was kinda mean but I didn't care.

Then I sarted talking to my other friend and started doing some jokes and all that (he knew it was my bday but he just said ''its your bday right? i saw it on your story'' and just that) 

Then we did some activities about the church, god and all that shit.

When we finished a girl that I know was asking her friends if they could go to the bathroom with her, but everyone said they wouldn't, so I went with her, carried her bagpack, made sure there wasn't any creep there and then I went back with her to the place that her friends were and I was going to sit with her and she said '' go with your friendgoup, dont stay here''. I didn't want to have an argument so I want with my ''friends''. They were playing a game and laughting and when I got there they stopped. I sat and asked if I could play. They said something like '' mm yeah ig'' in a mean tone.

They ignored me during the whole game so I tried to talk, make jokes and all that but they kept ignoring me.

Then a teacher came and I talked to her couse I really like tallking to teachers, but then she had to go so I was alone again. I texted some friends from other schools and I tried to have a good time.

When we were going back I was going to sit in the bus and one of those ''popular'' girls came to me and said something like '' omg an ipad im dying ts is so funny'' and laughted. AGAIN I tried to not have an argument and not be mad.

When I finally sat I saw that people were brothering and making fun of and AUTISTIC KID.

That really pissed me off so I started talking to him couse at least some one should be nice to him. 

My friend did the same (she usually does it in her own way)

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I feel like in this school the only 4 friends I have aren't even friends. Compared to my other school, theyre just people I know yk.

I really don't like the way people are here and I don't feel comfortable around them.

Idk if I'm the problem couse I really don't get why they treat people like that so idk