1/27/26

1/27/26

eugh eugh euh eugh sory missed yesteday i dont even remember whathappened . i fel Bad  Lowkey  euehhhehhhhh  .ihave been so dissociated the past few days my visions been doing the blurry slow mo thing again that makes me so mad and i keep just zoning out and staring at walls mid conversation its actualy the worst. i diont wantt o go to school anymoreeee -_- my heart wont stop racing all the facking tiiemmm it just hurts or its racing i dont appreciate how nice it is when it feels normal until its messed up again u_u im sick of ittttuhhhhggg. better news My dad drove me to taco bell and didnt say anything hurtful the whole car ride so that was kind of awesome. and i have these face stickers and i put some eyes and a mouth on my computer its really cute looking X3 omg i cut my freaking finger on the sharp part of the little tape dispenser things im so pissed its hurt to type this whoel thing its making me so mad BREH sory whiney post today. my dog is in my room she never comes in here but she followed me around all day and she wont leave my room . i cant close my door so ive been having to type really quietly and have my youtube volume very low so no one else knows im up. tomorrow will be a better day

today is day 605 no shinjiro and 577 no makoto