about dreams, my nokia, and my day - january 27.

Making the switch to analog media, and general update from today!

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today:

I was supposed to have my psychologist appointment but I was still so dead so I didn't go :(

Slowly recovering from being sick, and today I've slept for way too long... 

⋆｡°·☁︎For the first time in a while I had a good dream , and not JUST nightmares. The dream was very short, but it consisted of me just hanging out with my boyfriend. This time it didn't have any bad twists to it, so that was very nice! Carried a good warm feeling in me throughout the entire day! 

Has anyone else had so vivid dreams that the feeling from the dream has followed you throughout the day? I often feel that way if I dream about meeting people, especially when it's people I haven't met before. I do love when I feel this, this has made it feel like I've met some of my best friends (on the internet) that I never actually have met! 

Me and my boyfriend are doing long distance , (though I have met him hahah), but I hope I get more dreams like this so I can feel like I meet him more often than I do! 

In some periods I sleep very little, but lately it has been the complete opposite. I do get periods like that too. 

ᯓ★Recently;

Also Trying to go without using my iphone! I think that's my only sort of new years resolution... I did get better at not using it at all, but after getting sick I've let a little loose. But I believe that I'm gonna get back into the groove of things! 

In addition to my normal iphone, I have a nokia. It's like a teal/cyan color! Me and some of my best friends thought of the idea together, since we're all so sick of social media, and doomscrolling etc. 

I have struggled a bit sometimes, like instead of doomscrolling, I'll sleep way too much, or just stare at the roof lol. But I feel like after a while it's more likely that I'll actually get up and do something. Like writing here for example! 

모I've also been getting better at being on my computer, which I do love spending my time on. I actually quite enjoy just sorting my files hahah? In 2024 I bought a 4 tb harddisk, so I'm just categorizing and putting my entire life on there lol. I have everything sorted after year, photos, videos, and even what format they were captured in. (Since some of them are actually taken on a good camera).

[◉¯]In addition to my nokia, I have tried to use my digital camera more. I have a pink one from like 2013, but it's not my favorite color, and my friend gave me one that I like better. But I've lost the charger for that one after I moved :(
I've procrastinated buying a new charger because they're so hard to find, but I finally ordered one! So I'm probably gonna get better at taking pictures soon!

⊚⃝I've bought more cd's, and listened to them much more after making the switch from my phone. Also my friends bought me a cd the other day :D! Rn I'm listening to my cd's while typing. I also have a vinyl collection! Maybe I'll show it one day :P

˗ˋˏ$ˎˊ˗My boyfriend also recommended I buy a proper wallet, which I've never owned before, so we went shopping for one! It's thick, brown, leather, but I only have two cards to have in it lol! But I have much space for reciepts etc,  anyways haviong a proper wallet feels very adult hahsh, and I can have a polaroid in it! Really enjoying having physical items. and my friend had a good suggestion of putting earrings/rings in there if you want to take them off for some reason! I'm gonna do that (even though I don't have a single piercing yet, lol), but I keep putting things in new places all the time..

𖡎I think that's my adhd lol, the medicine doesn't always help me in that regard. I DO have places to put specific things, but sometimes I make new spaces? Like my rings for example, I have a bowl in my bathroom, one by my bed, and sometimes I put them on my desk for some reason. Oh well, at least I know they're probably in one of the three spaces. 

One quote about adhd I heard that  I really resonated with, is that i don't have a problem with making routines, I just have a problem with following them. 

I hope I get to sleep tonight, and go to school tomorrow... I haven't been in a WEEK and it feels bad lol... 

anyways, I'll attach a picture of me and my friends' old phones!

signed

apollo ✶⋆.˚., january 27. 2026