Favorite person.(Kind of a vent, ig)

Everyone has a favourite person, ig, Alma is mine! He is my Bestfriend since we were like 8 or 9, i meet him in school. We share a Lot of tastes! Comics, music, youtubers. He is so cool :3

I have a blog where i talk about him and how much i love him in My profile, so, If for some reason u would like to know a bit of him, u can always check that Blog!

Anyways, going straight to the point... Idk If i'm his fav person too anymore(or Even If i once was :c) when we where in school, he didn't have social media. Just WhatsApp, we talked A LOT there after school days.

But now he has Tiktok, and, at first... It was cool! He got banned from WhatsApp for a while bc we and other friend did a joke texting random numbers. And as u can see, it didn't end good. (This situation was on vacation so i couldnt text him) After that, he got his tiktok account.

In 2025 i changed schools bc of my economy, i was so sad :( (and i still am) he got a Lot of online friends. Thats cool, bc he didn't have a Lot of Friends before but... Will the things change if he meets other people? 

I feel like they are.

I feel like he hides things from me! :( he has a gf but also is single? I don't understand what happened and what it's happening.

He has new Friends online, and i feel like he tells them more things than he tells me. Or he tells more things to everyone except me! He Even tells more things to cata, wich it's a HORRIBLE friend :(

He is my #1, but i want to be his #1 too :(

Now i have other friend(online), Meolii! She is very cool, i love her. But i won't call her My fav person, tbh. A few days ago, she sent me some videos about ME being her favourite person, not one of her favourites, HER FAVOURITE, HER #1.

And i feel so bad that i don't feel the same :( 

I think i understand Alma now, i was filling him with guilt when he can't just change it! Having a favourite person it's not something u can just change in seconds! U need Trust, love, Empathy, and a Lot of memorys! Now that i'm in his POV i understand him, i don't want Meolii to feel Bad, but i can't Correspond to her feelings!!

Do u feel like this too? Let me know that it's not just me

Weirdgirl, out!