Nostalgia

So yesterday I was searching for photos to congratulate one of my closest friends, like literally everywhere i could, drive folder, instagram past histories, even BeReal lol, and i couldn't help but remember ever single history behind every photo and i realized that nostalgia it's really one of the things that hit hard.

Nostalgia is something everyone lives with, but not recognizes all the time, and that's what makes it even more special and painful at the same time, when looking through photos i noticed that for example, my volleyball team friendship isn't like it was back then, I don't talk that often with people I used to talk all the time.

I still remember an sleepover I had with that same friend group, me and other two friends stayed until late watching cringe movies and criticizing every single one of them, laughing and joking around, that's one precious memory I have forgotten but that nostalgia brought it back, I now only talk with one of those two friends.

What I'm trying to say with all this is enjoy your life, every single moment, not matter if it's a casual meeting, time sure flies and those memories won't last forever, that way, next time you look at old photos of those moments the nostalgia will arrive to remember vividly those memories, the feelings you felt and maybe people you lost and now miss. 

Nostalgia can hurt, seeing people you lost might hurt, but the feelings you felt behind every memory will last forever. 

Thank you for reading my silly thoughts with me, see ya next time when another thing arrives to my head.

Ash.