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Hiii, so I guess I'm not the only one here who loves a lil of a good tea so, here I am sharing the story w my ex-situationship. But b4 I start, I have to say that English is not my first language so there is going to be A LOT of nonsense n also this is a VERY VERY LONG STORY, so be ready :3

It all started three months ago, when my ex bf broke up w me and I became single one more time (after half a year of relacionship). At first, I didn't want anything tbh, I wanted to be single 4 a while bcuz my ex relacionship was very intense (I don't play when I'm w someone), so I didnt look for a new bf or anything like that. The only thing I did was telling my friends about it, one of my friends (lets call him Tim) followed my ex on ig and I wasnt very comforable w that, so that was one of the main reasons I told my friends about this.

I was having a good time the first week of being single tbh, finally being able to reply people when I wanted to n practically do everything I wanted without a toxic bf behing my back telling me what to do. But when I was kinda like two weeks single, my friend Tim started to talk about someone. This someone was one of his friends (lets call him Jason), and casually Jason broke up w his gf almost at the same time that I broke up w my ex, so my friend started to talk about him 2 me.

He told me that Jason was a goodg guy, skater guy very loyal who loved music, Sanrio, fashion and, in general, we had a lot of things in common. Apparently, Tim did the same w Jason, he talked to him about me and the things that I liked and, thanks to that, Jason asked Tim my ig. Tim sent me a dm telling me about that, that he talked to him about me n he was interested on talking to me, so he was asking 4 my permission to give my ig to Jason. And hey, I'm always open 2 have new friends, so I said yes. 

Jason n I started talking, he was a really nice guy, very open about what he liked n very nice to me, he asked me on a date and I said yes. I have to say that we had never saw each other b4, it was the first time seen our faces and hey, I was defenetly not sad about his looks. Really cute face, curly long dirty blonde hair, brown eyes, not really tall n really chubby, which if I'm being totally honest, its totally my type.

During the date we had an amazing time. He was definitly less shy in person and we had a lot more in common now that we could talk to each other faces, also he was skating (I skate 2 but in a very different level) n even If I was way worst than him, he wasnt mad @ me laughing @ him 4 falling more than once. I think the best of that date was that not only we had funny but we also talked about important stuff. He told me that his ex n him broke up bcuz she said that he was being to fast n he wanted to make sure that he wasnt being too fast 4 me.

That date ended w a little kiss on his cheek but that was only the beggining. We hanged up almost everyday 4 a full week, sometimes walking, other times whatching tv or playing stupid stuff, but we had a lot of fun. But one day, when it was like super late (almost 9 pm), he asked me if he could come to my house 4 one sec, me,confused ,I accepted. When he arrived, he was like SUPER nervous so got kinda scared (he is like a super nonchalant chill guy) but yeah, it wasn't something bad, he only asked me to be his gf.

Tbh we were talking 4 almost 2 weeks fo that moment, and hey, I liked him A LOT (bcuz in comparation, my ex was a fucking asshole), so I said yes. BUT ofc I'm an awkward teenager autistic girl so that same night I was over thinking a lot, I was so into him that I was scared to fuck it up w him and also, when I'm in a relacionship I'm a super softy but normaly I'm a very 'masc' girl, so I was also scared that he was doing all of that to make fun of me w Tim or something like that so, @ the next morning I broke up w him. 

He was surprisingly nice about it, he told me that it was okay n that I had nothing to worry about, and ofc I was expectin some mean stuff, so him being nice was NOT helping my crush on him. Anyways, we stayed as friends but we almost never talked (bcuz we were ex technically and all that), and hey, I though that it was better for me, 'out of sight, out of mind' type of mentality (spoiler: didnt work), so we stayed no contact 4 almost two months until I was 'technically' forced to talk to him again.

Now we have to go back to my friend group. In my class I have 2 friends, Tim n Bri, who are friends between them ofc. Bri is very into having bfs, I have no idea why (my theory is that bcuz her parents are so strict, it only makes her wanting to break more of her parents rules but idk), but hey, Im okay w that as long as she is safe n happy. So, we were in class, Tim sitting on my left, Bri on my right, all of us w our phones (well, technically Bri was also w my phone bcuz she doesn't have one of her own, and also, no, we cant have our phones in class, and yes, we don't give a fuck).

So, we were just chilling and Tim starts to post on his story on ig pics from the night b4 w his friends (Jason was in the pic), and when he posted, me n Bri looked his story 2 make fun of him (we love him, I promise), but surprise, Bri was NOT looking at Tim in the pic to make fun of him, she looked a Jason, and she was like: "WHO IS THAAAAAAT?", which if I'm being honest, thats a very valid reaction.

So, Tim told her about Jason n all that, I also talked a lil about him bcuz Tim said that Jason n I were something @ some point, so I had to awnser how was Jason like and all that (I still liked Jason in this moment but she was really happy n excited, and technically Jason n I were not together so I was not going to said nothing about it). So, Bri got Jason instagram (all in my phone bcuz Bri doesn't have a phone) n, in my account, I broke the no contacct to tell him like "hey, there is this friend who is into you bla bla bla".

Anyways, I didn't want to get involved bcuz I was still so into Jason but I couldn't say anything about it, but Jason n I started talking again, which was NOT helping, I tried to be the best friend possible, I turned every topic into Bri and him but yeah, he was not really interested in that. Bri n him went on a date once and 4 what I was told, it wasn't flowing. I asked Jason about it, bcuz he is a very decisive guy (like, he was into me in two weeks) so I knew that if he wanted Bri, he would already know.

What he told me was that, yeah, Bri was pretty and nice but that they had nothing in common. He is a very alt guy and she is not really alternative at all, that he couldn't talk about anything w her bcuz she didn't get it so that  he didnt knew what to do. I insisted (doing cupid work, I know) that he had to meet her more n that at some point they were going to discover something in common.

Right now, from what I know, they almost dont talk, n he is still w the whole "idk idk idk" mentality. He almost dont talk to me either, but I really dont want to worry about that (my friend is into him, Im not going to do that to her, its mean). Also, Tim is NOT helping bcuz he told Bri, "hey, yk that you girls cant share Jason, right? And tbh I think that Koko looks WAY better w him", like bro wtf

#WeAllHateTim #JasonStopBeingNonChalant #Brison4ever