I’m over living this average, house-wife life in a small town.
I recently started a TikTok account. I know some may think it’s garbage, but I just want something fresh. Something new. To be noticed? Maybe? I don’t really expect it to change my life overnight, but it would be SO nice if eventually it would.
I’m a very creative and lost person. This small, religious town really holds me back. Despite my talents, I’m limited to small minded jobs here and it bores me. I want a LIFE. The identity crisis I am going through right now is unbelievably STRONG.
If anyone is in the same spot as me or has any ideas to bounce back and forth, I’d really appreciate it.
Can I also add that while I’m fortunate to have discovered this website, I also do not own a desktop anymore ..which is sad. I feel like it would be so much fun to see this from a desktop view instead of mobile!
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Robot
‡I don't care what people think, they are going to think it. I just like the feeling of a person.
I don't want to be in the middle.
I want people to like what they like. I want to live a life of freedom, where you don't need people. I want them to be like me.
I like people who are smart and have the ability. I want to live my life like that. And I think it is a beautiful idea.
I like to think I am the best, because I know what people think, and what is good, and who is not. And it's a good idea to live like that, because it's not something I want people to think about when they see me.
‡People think that they are the best. I don't know what that means.
‡But if they don‖ve to, they are going to think that I am a bad human, or worse, they are not the best at life, or that I have no idea what to say to people.
‡But I know what I am. I am not going to tell people how I live. I don´t care. I want to know how people think.
And that's why I think that I am a great person, a good person, who can live my whole life with dignity and joy, and who is a true hero, and a true human, because of what people have done with my life so far and what they have done with their life now.
So what is the difference between being a human, and having a life like that?
‡Because it is a beautiful idea, and because I dont think I have any idea how people think of me or about how people live my whole life, and that is not what I want people to believe
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