Reconnecting

It is insane that I reconnected with two friends of mine from the UTAU fandom (Undertale AU). It is a small world that we live in. The reason we broke apart was because of drama, and since one person deleted the server we were in. Obviously, I was updated about this person and... they were a horrible person, which is disheartening because that person used to be my art inspiration and the person who changed my POV towards the AU Underfell. 

These two people are actually sweet, I ain't going to lie about it, and I wish nothing but the best for them (Both are in a relationship). We played Dandy's World for a little bit, and it was really fun while we conversed about life. I hope we can talk a bit more. 

I think the best decision I've made in 2025 is to ONLY have my own personal space in fandoms. It saves you. 

I wish I could go back in time and change a lot of the things that happened to me, but they turned into lessons that still make me improve as a person. Looking back at it, I was in a HORRIBLE SPACE, especially in 2024 *shivers in TF2 fandom trauma*. I can't believe I let myself suffer like that if I knew the outcome. 

Right now, I am in a "better" mental space. At least better than before. It did fuck up my social skills and all, but I am taking it smoothly. 

Mon, Jan 26, 2026 
2:41 PM