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What's skibidi popping you rizzlers of ohio city of uhhhh
yeah vacation is over
I'm studying for like, computer engineering right now, about to go for the second semester and with AI it just feels like I'm wasting my time. Things around me are already changing, and by the time I'm out, I'll have a harder time getting a job (which are already kinda fucked for computer engineers in the country I'm from, Mexico)
Not to say I have 3 familiars which are all not enforcing, so then there's my second option, medicine. With 2 familiars which are in medicine, with my older brother also going that route. I'd have a much easier time just switching to medicine, which definitely won't be affected like programming careers.
Personally, I only slightly prefer engineering over medicine. I'm not really into... Anything, really. So it's just normal for me to opt into whatever seems like the best decision right now, and since I'm quite literally not passionate over anything, this is okay to me, though I worry that I'm throwing my life away in BOTH choices, either studying something that'll pay my bills but I will hate, or studying something I only slightly like and NOT being able to pay my bills
My mother (and quite honestly, most of my family) is on board with me switching, because it's a much more respected career and all that, and I've told them that chances are that I'll actually switch, yet I can't shake off this DREAD. It was kinda hard focusing on my studies last semester as is because I was just full of myself with my own "problems" and I don't know if I am even going to be able to handle this
not to say im like, completely alone without a single friend in there, fucked up... oh, im so sigma unique and different ohio... Mfs probably just are able to sniff out whatever it is that's wrong with me and I just gotta dig a lil bit deeper, poke a few more holes out
what do y'all think should I change careers or gamble it all on losing horses or kill myself or become a femboy or what
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Mezumi101u
I think you should take so,e time out to reallyyyyy think it over, think over every part of medicine if you do switch, and think over every part of computer engineering that still has a chance out there, think about the industries you'd work in allat, and most of all don't panic and find some sort of interest you'd not pursue professionally but as a hobby because not being into too much stuff sounds painful
hobbies are really really good at keeping your mental health and allat in check not to mention it keeps you consistently doing something fun!!! Stay sigma and you'll be fine twin
thanks twin.... i do have some hobbies like modding and shi but i lost bit of interest lately haven't really done anything cause im lazy as heeeeellllll, dw about my mental health tho im chillin, i got this all sorted out, im like an exponent function that always gets nearer to breaking down but never will, lim x type shi actually that's probably wrong my ass sucks at math lmaooo
to be honest I also don't want to deal with family pressure, hell, my brother went for nursing and they're still complaining to him about it, cause he didn't chose to be the grand doctor or whatever (and also regularly shit-talk engineering... Even when they themselves studied engineering)
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