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WRITING IN BLOOD ON TOILET PAPER

this is my first poem.

which feels weird to say out loud.

the inspiration came from doki doki literature club.

i rewatched some let'splays.

and something quietly grabbed me by my heart.

i didn’t want to explain feelings.

i wanted to sit inside them.

i think i’ll always write like this.

from emotions.

i used to think poetry had to rhyme.

that you had to know how to write it.

turns out you just have to feel.

i thought i was only an artist.

but i’m just creative.

apparently that means i can do whatever i want. lol.

(´・ω・`)

I’ll Come Back Anyway

It’s him.

I love him.

At least, that’s what my mind keeps saying.


He never changes.

Always the same.

I take comfort in his soft features.


I look at him.

My heart swells with warmth.

I gently stroke his head, because that’s how I cope.


I know how he’ll react.

He won’t like it.

I’ll get angry, wish him dead.


I’ll hit,

I’ll shout,

I’ll cry again.


My heart fills.

This is guilt.

I’m sorry. I won’t do it again.


I look into his innocent eyes

and see myself there.

I’ll come back to look into them again

and feel something - anything at all.

^⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠^

this poem doesn’t tell you how to feel.

that was important to me.

almost gentle.

this is still a poem.

even without rhymes.

even without answers.

and somehow, that’s enough.




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vyx (iowa parade) 击

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i love this its somehow too much and not enough


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hehe enjoy :3

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i love how you like realized that poetry isn't just about rhyming and making it sound together, you acknowledged that its mainly about feelings and expressing those emotions in art/creativity! ALSO I LOVED THIS POEM YOU'VE INSPIRED ME TO WRITE SOMETHING :3


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Omg thank you (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠

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antipatic

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Ngl based on the title I thought this was going to be about something totally different


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jaecy_jukeboxx

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I love this poem also ur so pretty in ur pfp <3


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Thanksss (⁠ㆁ⁠ω⁠ㆁ⁠)

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Dahlia🩵💕✨

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Yo this is really nice and I love how u made the whole blog neat for this,ur cool^^


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Thank you, I tried very hard to write something decent for my first time (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠`⁠*⁠)

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Ooo well for a first time its really well made honestly,would have guessed u were a pro rly :3

by Dahlia🩵💕✨; ; Report

Aww ෆ⁠╹⁠ ⁠.̮⁠ ⁠╹⁠ෆ I'll try even harder next time. Maybe I will even try rhyming.

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