24 . 01 . 26

I just got back from a trip with my boyfriends family and it was actually probably one of the best experiences of my life, waking up with a kiss, rolling over and sleeping more, eating hash browns and baked beans for breakfast, losing at monopoly deal, walking in the wind and cold, sitting by the beach watching smoke drift from our mouths, day drinking, laughing too hard with his cousins, dancing and singing with my headphones on full, enjoying each others presence without fucking at all (period ugh), watching tv really late into the night and then falling asleep hoping that many more nights will end like this with our breathing synced.

Yesterday I got home and my mother and little brother were staying elsewhere for the night and so my brother and his girlfriend whom I adore she is so cool, got tequila and we got drunk and talked about parents amongst other topics. Woke up today missing a body next to me. That sucked. I can't wait till I'm older and not living here. Today was alright, I didn't do much. But I think that that is okay. My best friend just moved back into the country and I haven't seen her in 3 months. I've missed her so much.

I lowkey would devour garlic bread right now.