How does one let go.

I’ll never get to hear her voice again, and thats hurting me alot more than id like to admit. All i have left are questions with no way of getting an answer. An emptiness thatll never get filled because i cant let go. I try so hard to forget her just to end up thinking about her all over again. If i could do it again i wouldnt, and i know that, i know that us meeting again would just lead down the same road. And its much easier if i just tell myself she doesnt care about me, but a part of me cant let go of the hope that she thinks about me and feels pain too. Though its hard for that to be true logcially, cause she wouldnt have left in the first place. The pain wont leave me, it’s punishment for not listening to my mind from the beginning. I truly don’t think I’ll love again, i cant let myself hurt someone else because my heart wont let go. In that case id be just like her.