ran out of weed for the 2nd time today

pain

i had a couple tokes this morning and then later that day i got some bad news and when i got back to my room i punched my tv because for whatever reason i was mad and half of the screen broke

so i threw it out

im mad at myself though like what the FUCK was i thinking bro

i cried myself to sleep earlier and then when i woke up i went to my friends house and he gave me some weed so when i went home later that night i smoked the rest of it and now i dont know what im gonna do this weekend

i guess just sleep all day?

i hate wasting time though when i wake up at like 9pm im like "fuck man i really just wasted a whole day doing fuck all" 

fuck my life man