ugh

my mom found out i got a 79 average in u.s. history. she took my phone away then told me i'll only have it during the weekends and give it back to her on sunday nights. honestly, i get why she is concerned with my grades, but i just can't get into history like i did before. it's the only subject i can't pass this year. then she always complains about how tired my eyes look (also she lowkey insults me about them lol). but when i ask my cousins and friends about my eyes they always tell me i look normal. i can't help but think she is only realizing my eyes look that way because she just started looking at me. lol. oh and she also said i shoudn't be "decoding" for now. i'm guessing she meant the free course I'm taking online for computer science, but whatever. I can't be bothered by that now, because I have enough books to read that will last me at least a month to keep me entertained. i also have painting projects plus a history project i need to do. so i gotta lock in this week. in history especially. gloomy out ✌︎('ω')✌︎