2026 goals

heyyy guyss, this year, is the year i finally lock tf in, trust me :> 2025 was... okay ig? it was NOT the best year, but it wasnt as bad as 2024, and i expanded my music taste a lot soo, kinda makes up for it. 

but after a while of thinking, i finally know what i wanna do for 2026! they're pretty basic goals, but yea, im happy with them :P 

1. go outside more

i feel like i didnt really went outside in 2025 and it made me feel pretty bad about myself. i wanted to go out, with friends, alone, family, whatever. but, whenever i had time i just... couldnt. i dont know why but yea, and thats definitley something i want to work on this year, and i think until now its been pretty okay, bc i already went on short walks 2 times this week, when last year i would barely go outside, and only if it was REALLY necessary

2. learn how to skateboard

okay, i got the skateboard, i got the motivation, so whats stopping me? SCHOOL. UGHH, school takes so much from my time and when i do have freetime, i waste it being on my phone / computer / tv (smth we'll talk about later) and I DONT WANT TO DO THAT. it makes me feel so bad about myself, bc wdym ive been sitting in front of a screen for hours instead of doing smth that i genuinely care about or a sport, idk, but yeah, smth i want to start doing :>

3. make at least one new friend

this is smth i struggle with A LOT. social anxiety really is my worst enemy, bc i can be the most open person online and when you see me irl ill just... be there, doing nothing so yea, but i made a new friend last year and if i dont make a new friend this year, i can at least get closer at speaking up for myself 

4. spend less time on screens

ive only had my phone for a bit more than a year, and i already feel like im getting tired of all these visuals, i want to go back to the time of cds, dvds, flip phones and stuff. my screentime is SO high, i really need to come back to reality, to my friends, to myself. and do things i truly enjoy without a screen right in front of me, like skating, painting or js decorating clothes or laying somewhere listening to music. 

5. start growing my cd collection

this is something ive REALLY wanted to do for YEARS now, and im always to embarrased to go to the record shop because its always empty, and when i do go inside i search and search but never find anything and it feels weird to leave empty handed BUT I ALSO REALLLYY WANT THOSE CDS, and yeah, imma go inside grab my babies and NOT feel embarrassed, we're strongg

anyway, thank you so much for reading, i know its very long and, have fun doing whatever it is your doing right now. til next timee!