Truly, I just wanted an outlet to properly ramble about my partner.Β
This is the first relationship where I actually feel true adoration for my partner. I've had a rough go of it regarding previous relationships. Hence, I'm unsure what to do with myself - i.e this gets created as an outlet for all my little feelings.Β
To preface, I am still sappy and verbal about my feelings to them, this is just so I can kick my feet because I don't want to keep rambling to my friends about it.Β
I think I'm too used to being uncomfortable within relationships, so I feel like a deer in headlights whenever my partner does the bare minimum. It's weird being comfortable and cared for lmao;;
Anyway! They will never see this. I've shown them my profile, they're a physics PhD candidate and they do some coding as a result, so they found it cool, but that's the extent of what they're gonna see of this. Purely, because I will die of embarrassment.Β
My go-to response when they kiss me is a very awkward "thank you," because I cant allow myself to be vulnerable and sappy apparently, so I combat this by being overly polite. (α΅βα΄β);
Anyway! that is allΒ πΥ άΈ .Λ¬.άΈΥ π¦―ΛΛΛ
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