storytime again

been inactive for a while dealing with life....new story time tho

 cosmetology school, im really tired of it. im only in my second semester but I kinda want to drop . the people are starting to get more annoying and the teachers are somewhat pmo. there has been a couple of girls that are starting to get on my nerves here and I just want to write about it. its been three girls that are smoking in the bathrooms on break, which is really annoying because we have really strict bathroom rules. I think it's kinda stupid that they're risking being caught just cause give up an addiction for four hours. im scared of one of the girls and I've have the unfortunate circumstance of unfortunately sitting somewhat next to her. she keeps talking about what medication she's on and about her doctor. of course im not going to say what she was talking about because I know about having discretion and keeping your private life private. last week I was wearing my rosary, like I always do, and she kinda demanded to see my rosary. I didn't show it to her because we were about to be let out and it was chaotic so I could pretend I didn't hear what she said. I don't feel safe around her. everybody knows who she is because she has meltdowns all the time. and I get it that you can feel overstimulated sometimes but its like she thinks crying all the time will make her get her way. that's not how life works.

anyways that's all byby <3