**"Your Indifference, My Memory"** English

Do you feel it? My gaze on you?
Sometimes I feel like you do.
You catch me looking at you, and I feel like it's wrong.

I don't deserve to look at you, maybe that's why you didn't give me your love.
Don't I deserve you?
It's a low blow that, over time, I thought I wouldn't feel…
And it was like that: I no longer feel it, but I still remember it, and that hurts more.

I feel you further and further away from me.
Why?
Did your eyes stop looking at me, or did they never really look at me? I don't know.

How stupid, do you think an 'us' could exist?
Are you wrong, or am I?

I write to you, and you don't know.
Each letter is like saying your name in a whisper,
of a love that never existed,
just a flame extinguished by your water…
Or did that flame never really go out?
What is the truth?