My fucking computerrrr

Today i was cleaning my room, and  one of the shelves on my wall fucking fell. It broke off MY WALL AND FELL. it had all of my rocks and a very large salt crystal lamp landed on my fucking laptop. It's damaged beyond repair and idk what to do. I use that to do my school work and for editing my content. Im so fucked it was around $1800 and im so beyond upset. I want to start baking to raise money to buy a new one. Im legit sobbing rn. Any ideas on how to raise money are greatly appreciated.