Big Bad Blog 1/5/2022

Happy New Year! I made it through the very difficult end of the year. For awhile, I even put my blog on hold~ When I feel inspired sometimes I feel overwhelmed with the amount of creative energy I have and I want to invest it into every skill and talent that I can. That in itself get's pretty exhausting and counter-productive, rather quickly.

Needless to say, December was a hard month for me. My medically fragile son kept not feeling well and experienced some severe bloating I only finally feel we got to the bottom of. Now he's taking medication for it and I'm hoping we got to the bottom the that issue.

I had the intention to start up creating again but unfortunately my situations got the best of me, from trying to rehome my family with a short period of time left to do so, to managing services and care for my two disabled sons. I really can't say it's been easy these last few years, but finally I feel I'm on the road to more stability amongst my content creation and how I'm able to provide for my family.

A couple of fans of my streaming services bought me a few Minecraft gifts on a wish list for Christmas and I really really needed that to push me through. Something about them caring enough to be sure I didn't go without a gift really pulled me through into the new year with hope and motivation to keep pushing through. Finally I'm going to discipline myself out of this rut of chaotic, unorganized, randomness and try to put some order into it even if I can't expect every curveball life will throw at me.

I'm looking up towards the sky, now. I know it won't be long until I'm where I need to be, again. After that, the challenge will again be the continuous maintenance of that. I 'm glad you guys have all been here with me through this journey. Thanks for taking the time to care and read while I ramble out my story in sporadic bits. I appreciate you the most.

Yours Truly,
Big Bad Wolff

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