Spider experience part 1 (my first post lol)

It was my bad, my bad for staying awake between 3 am and 5 am. 

I was editing a video I made, one supposed to be funny and everything. I was so immersed to finish it that I didn't realized something was chilling near me. 

At first, I thought my hair was tickling my shoulder. And me, since I'm so dumb omg, didn't care. I continue editing the video, until the supposedly hair tickling my shoulder was getting increasely annoying. 

So, this time I looked over my shoulder and SAW IT. THE BIG SPIDER RESTING ON MY SHOULDER AHHHH.

I didn't scream, just jumped and stayed in place as I stared the DAMN spider. 

The worst? Is that it wasn't just me who was scared, the spider was also scared of me. BUT WHY WAS IT CHILLING ON MY SHOULDER AS IF IT WAS A NORMAL SATURDAY AFTERNOON?????????????

I had to move all my stuff, and that woke up my family. And since I can't kill spiders, they ended up killing it.

I felt bad afterwards :C. Because, what if the spider was curious as to what I was doing, and felt betrayed when my family killed it while also feeling scared? Idk if I'm too sensitive or something. But yes, that was all.

Btw, you can read the "summary" by reading the words illuminated in this color.