I'm not a failed experiment

I fully understand that I'm autistic because I stim and displayed the exact symptoms to a family member that is professionally diagnosed with autism ever since... ever. It seems like though people have this sneered look at me when I tell them that my life isn't just 24/7 suffering where I eat straight up fire for breakfast, so I personally don't wish to get "cured". That seems to make people mutter under their breath, "Stupid faker 'zilly evil autism :3' whore." but truly, at the same time, I doubt my life is a whimsical paradise of unicorns and rainbows either.

It's only my personal taste and I don't speak for every single autistic person out there, but I dislike the mere fact that my brain being wired differently or all of the things I do just being written off as "regular neurodivergent happenings" like a pebble falling onto my head everytime I make a statement. I KNOW that's supposed to be intended as a positive thing, but that doesn't mean I'm incompetent! or see absolutely everything differently!

I see the same colors as you, I breathe the same air as you, I feel the same textures as you, I have the same emotions as you, I hear the same sounds as you, I am you, you am I and I will say 'I am you' until the words melt and we fuse into one another. We will become so fused you will begin to wear my skin, overtime my skin will feel so super normal on your flesh that it feels like you're wearing your regular normal person clothing.

I'm not some failed experiment pulled away from regular society to be studied behind a glass pane and one-way mirrors. I. AM. YOU. I just want to be treated like I'm apart of the crowd, apart of EVERYONE ELSE! not just an outlier that has a faint reminder you of your kind.

'Normal' and 'Not normal' I can give you prooth that I'm made out of flesh with real ass blood running in my veins. I'll mail you my hair, skin, teeth, and blood, and a sample of all my vital organs and bones, indexed in little ziploc baggies just to prove it. So STOP ACTING LIKE SOMETHING'S WRONG WITH ME.