i kinda wish i had a gf

SIGHHHHH i miss having a gf... i only had like 1-2 exes and i still kinda miss how it feels being with my first ex because they were nice and made me happy and cared for me.. they didnt do anything bad or anything we broke up so we could focus on getting mentally better im over them I PROMISE. my other ex we lasted for a week because she was a serial cheater. so does that even count

i miss having a gf i miss dressing up and going out for dates and i miss saying i love you to the person i love most... ive been enjoying and embracing being single and its nice but when ur friends are all in relationships it kinda feels. yknow

theres also online dating i mean i def rather not online date just cuz id be unable to bear not being able to see my s/o physically but honestly i wouldnt mind....... but im not that close to anyone online for me to have feelings anyway and i wouldnt wanna force my own feelings either for the sake of being in a relationship

also for reasons i cant say here OKAY IM STILL 17 I TURN 18 IN NOV SHUT UP

anyways thanks for reading my yearning