Nostalgia.

I am absolutely consumed by nostalgia. Like what do you mean I can never go back to 3rd grade having the time of my life with my friends, playing restaurant games, making menus, amd serving non-existent food to our teacher </3

It's so funny cuz i never realised in all the moments I've lived that they were all going to be memories one day that i would look back at with so much love and desperate to go back and live those moments just once more. 

When I look back at old photos in my gallery and photo albums, I realise how fast time flies. One day, I am a 5 year old wearing my mother's sarees and putting on her makeup creating an absolute mess, and another day, I am a 15 year old who just wishes to go back to being a 5 year old. I would give anything to go back to the days when all I cared about was what types of colours and glitters i had to buy, and how to make slimes. 

I really wish I could've captured every moment of my life that I have lived and look back at it every single day. No doubt that I am very happy with the way life is now but everything has just changed you know. Or maybe, I have changed.

I tear up every time I look at pictures from my primary school and back when I was still a kid. It's crazy how I was just a little girl dancing with my cousins, and suddenly I am worrying about how to study for my finals. Life has gotten so busy and unreal, to the point where I can barely feel anything.

Nostalgia surely does hit a lot in teenage years.