1/17/2026

i might be a bit late but happy new year everyone!

there's not much to write about except for the fact that the most imposrtant exam of my life is coming up very very soon. like really soon. 

my olevels start on the 28th and i still feel like i know nothing. i'm actually so scared. if i fail this exam that means i'll probably have no future. my dreams will probably be crushed and i'll be homeless, jobless, parentless, friendless, single, depressed, sad, and lonely for the rest of my life. 

i'll probably have to die in a ditch somewhere and i prolly wont be able to show my face anywhere and i'll die alone.

which is why i have been studying. i still feel like i haven't been studying enough but i am. i really am. though math and accounting is sooooo difficult. so ie economics. and religion. and..... oh god i'm so cooked.

there's only 12 days left so i better keep studying.... or else i'll probably die.

if anyone knows how to study economics pls lmk :(

that's it for now !